This title came up just now. Last month, I turned 22. It makes no difference for me as I always think that I'm trapped in a 16-yo soul. LOL. But I mean it. But to be honest, being 22 is such a heavy burden for me. You know, I am now officially an adult (since I was 21, I was already officially an adult actually). I now have to be responsible for my life. I have to start thinking about my future seriously, about what I'm going to do and to be in the future and so on and so forth. And it's kind of frustrating for me.
Other thing that I also find frustrating is the conversation. Adults' conversation is just plain boring because it's too darn serious. People now start talking about life to me. They talk about career, life partner, personal and financial issues and so on. This is so frustrating. I try my best to be involved and be interested in such conversation. But I just can's stop thinking about what I should eat for lunch, which Glee's soundtrack that I haven't downloaded, what movies I should watch this weekend, what books I haven't finished reading etc everytime people happen to talk about those serious things. I hate myself for being so immature, but I just can't help it.
This whole idea about growing up really scares me to death.
I don't want to grow up.
I want to be forever 16.
Oh, dear life.
Other thing that I also find frustrating is the conversation. Adults' conversation is just plain boring because it's too darn serious. People now start talking about life to me. They talk about career, life partner, personal and financial issues and so on. This is so frustrating. I try my best to be involved and be interested in such conversation. But I just can's stop thinking about what I should eat for lunch, which Glee's soundtrack that I haven't downloaded, what movies I should watch this weekend, what books I haven't finished reading etc everytime people happen to talk about those serious things. I hate myself for being so immature, but I just can't help it.
This whole idea about growing up really scares me to death.
I don't want to grow up.
I want to be forever 16.
Oh, dear life.
